Allow me to introduce you to my friend, Grief . He has been walking with me since April and I do wonder when I may be left alone... Is there an FAQ for losing someone? Asking for a friend - not Grief , but me this time. It's been a little busy in my mindspace recently - you see, Grief is quite popular and since he started hanging out with me, he has all these other friends who've decided to join the party. Confusion . Waking up and feeling like it may be an ordinary day - but something, somewhere feels off, what could it be? Confusion . Having those around our family think that we're doing fine - how can they not see? Rage. She kind of roams around with no clear target - sometimes she's concerned with how modern medicine failed us, how they didn't detect how serious it was in time, how something, SOMEWHERE, might have saved my uncle. Gratitude . 26 years - I had 26 wonderful years to learn from him. Cut short though they may be, I'm grateful for every single day...